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Cintaku kepada Dia
Rinduku hanya pada-Nya
Kasihku tulus buat-Nya
Setiaku balas kasih-Nya
Kasihku kasih yang setia
Pada yang punya

Dambaku pada Yang Esa
Pujian hanya buat-nya
Akurku kebesaran-Nya
Teragung Maha Suci-Nya
Taatku hamba yang hina
Pada Pencipta

Kiranya aku hilang arah
Jalan hidupku berubah punah
Namun kasih-Nya tak pernah akan musnah
Belas rahmat-Nya terus mencurah-curah
Nur Hidayah-Nya semakin cerah

You tossed it in the trash

 luahan hati:
i wont use the excuse called loved anymore,cinta..pernah ker ader dalam hati awak untuk saya,walau secebis,tak pernah kan,saya tahu,no matter how long i wait ,i cant go to be by you,if only it would make everything never to have happened

 fool scar

there is a girl who loves you
she loves you with all his heart
she follows you around like a shadow everyday
she smiles to the world but is hurting inside
just how much longer should i
look at you alone and continue
this overwhelming love
this all consuming love
how much longer will it take for you to love me
just come a little closer,to me
i want you with me ,but you pull away
that girl is in pain whenever she is with you
because i love you
that girl had to learn how to smile
because he has always been guarded
that girl mind is full of sadness
because she has to keep her feelings to herself
that girl loves you,bacause
you are both the same
you are both fools,
a pair of fools
my heart cries for you,always for you
but you dont hear,
and yet that girls
still waits for you
do you know that girl is me?
you're not pretending not to are you?
you may not know because you are a fool
just how much longer do i have to
gaze at you alone
this overwhelming love
this crippling_like love

Rawatlah Hati

saya baca entry sesorang yang saya minat,selalu membaca post dia,dan post ni sangat sangat menyentuh perasaan saya yang memang sedang cube memberitahu bicara hati saya dekat someone,then dia seolah-olah menyedarkan saya tentang sesuatu,sesuatu yang tak terjangka,dengan dia ni,saya sudah lima kali kena unfriend dan sampai satu saat tuh saya tak dapat cari fb dia,nasib saya ada email dia,crazy bastard right,sampai macam tuh sekali saya mencari,saya ni perempuan,tak malu ker,hahahaha,mesti korang akan cakap macam tuh kan,perigi cari timba,hello zaman sekarang ni perempuan kena bersaing,lelaki kat dunia ni semakin sikit..tapi..ayat dia..korang baca lah,terharu sangat

Just For You

If you love me, don’t confess your love to me through haraam ways,
This won’t please me and will instead drive me away!
Love games don’t attract me.
If you love me, have sabr and I will knock on your door when the time is right.

Don’t give me privileges which I don’t deserve.
Keep me away from you, and I will approach you.
If you approach me, I will stay away from you.
Don’t love me, for I want you ignorant in love.
I want to teach you love when the right time comes and when you will be mine,

Only when we are joined together under our Creator’s satisfaction
Don’t tell me what you feel, don’t give me from your time, don’t push me to lose you.
I am a man who does not want to see the one he loves committing sins or to live a forbidden love behind her family’s back.
I don’t want her to feel guilty and don’t want her heart to suffer.
Put me under limits that I won’t cross, kill me inside you so I won’t grow to kill you.

Preserve what is beautiful inside you.
I want you innocent, chaste, pure.
I want you my love, but with Allah’s blessings and not shaytan’s whisperings.
And then, Only then, I will face everything and will be ready to go through difficulties to get you,

Don’t be easy because then, I may not value you.
Don’t love me now, so I won’t hate you!
My heart wants you and doesn’t want to lose you.
I don’t want you to be just a passing fancy for me,
I want you a wife, a lover, the mother of my children, I want you to be the one I will spend my whole life with.

How could I be a faithful man to you when I try to break your chastity?
How would I be faithful to you if I push you to betray your family?
How could I trust a love which grew under Allah’s wrath ?
To make you mine through niqah is Islam’s way,
Till then wait patiently and donot dismay.
To love you means to protect you,
To Love you is to bring you closer to Allah and HIS deen
To preserve you not to kill what is beautiful inside you. 

 

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